Heaven on my mind (And other such things)

Wow, words really ARE flowing out like endless rain...
I'm thinking about lots of random things lately.
So here are the important ones.
Random thought Numero Uno:
Why do all parents have the urge to think that their kids never mean anything about the problems their kids come to them with? This comes from the fact that over last week we were up at the lake, and I'd been preparing myself all week to ask my mom for a therapist.
On the second to last night there I finally asked her.
A flat out No.
Why can't she realize that I NEED to talk to someone? Someone I don't KNOW. I just feel so awful sometimes, but the one time I ask for help, she won't give it to me.
Random thought Numero Deux:
I don't understand how Paroxysm can feel so empathetically about her grandpa, who died of liver disease before she was born, who she never even knew, while I haven't shed a tear over any of my dead family members.
Maybe she just has more feeling than me, which isn't surprising, cuz if you hold a glass of water next to my heart, it'll freeze. But either way, maybe its just my previous feelings of bitterness over death in general, but it almsot bothers me that she can feel so close to someone she didn't know, while I'm distant to people I try to be close to.
Random thought Numero Toi:
Joanna Newsom rocks.
I don't know why I like her so much, but her voice has a nice quality to it, kinda easy to follow.
I especially like 'The Sprout and the Bean', not only because it was in 'The Strangers', but because of the eerie but beautiful qualty of her voice and the lyrics.
Those were the important ones, maybe there'll be more, wait and see.

Beatles:She's not a girl who misses much. Oh yeah, she's well acquainted with the touch of the velvet hand, like a lizard on a window pane. The man in the crown with the multi coloured mirrors and his hobtail boots. Lyin with his eyes, while his hands are busy working overtime, a soap impression of his wife which he ate and donated to the national trust...

Jeez, painful...

Wooooooooooah...
There was nothing more painful than watching 'Kathy Griffin: My life on the D list' last night.
I'm serious, she was BOOED out of the Apollo... Tragic.
Personally, I found the joke to be funny. This is her re-telling of it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cmbQ683Ugc0
She was booed out because she told the joke on amateur kids night.
What the !%@#?
Why are your kids there on a Kathy Griffin stand up night? Thats ridiculous, it is BOUND to have some form of swearing up in there. Whats even more idiculous is the fact that before the show, the stage manager told her she could say whatever she wanted because the kids would be gone, and after she was booed off, the SAME GUY yelled at her for telling the joke while the kids were there.
What kinda BS is this?
The dumbest BS imaginable, thats what it is...
Jeeeeeeez.....
I can't believe this, its so incredibly stupid, those people who knew who Kathy Griffin was, and had seen her stand up before, should've taken their frickin kids out!
This is just INSANE.
Besides the New York housewives episode where the countess told the inner city children to loose weight, it was one of the most painful things I've had the pleasure to watch.
But still, wow.
I'm out of stuff for today, Paroxysm is coming over and we're going to celebrate. We just finished the story.

BTW: I saw Rosemary's Baby. Polanski is a genius, a pervert, but a genius.

Beatles: For the benefit of Mr. Kite, there will be a show tonight on trampolines!

Damn...

I be bored...
Blah.
I'm going to invite Paroxysm over to watch 'The AmityvilleHorror'.
Hope she can come...

BTW: I saw Public Enemies with my dad today and it was amazzzzzzzziiiiiiiiiiiiiiing.

Beatles: Do you, don't you want me to love you. I'm coming down fast, but I'm miles above you. Tell me, tell me, tell me, come on tell me the answer. Well you may be a lover, but you ain't no dancer. Helter Skelter!